Hi, I'm Paul, I am 69 yrs old. Up until a few years ago I was a crossdresser, for reasons which I won't go into I had to put Paula to bed. I started dressing at the age of 12, and how that came about is a story I will save for later. I have been on x hamster for a few years now, and usually over the weekend I look at the photo's that gurls post. This gives me some satisfaction, but not as much as the times I met some gurls and had some fun, I miss those nights and would like to have some fun with local gurls. Although I don't dress anymore I still feel the urge every now and then, it is something that never leaves you.